Sabtu, 15 Agustus 2009
will it be ended before it begun
Sabtu, 01 Agustus 2009
annoying
WHAT A DAY!
what an annoying and boring day today, hhhh!
Emang dari awal kemaren aku uda boring total apalagi kejadian kemaren malem pas aku dimarahin di lapangan apel malem malem sama salah satu pamong graha gara gara aku ga ambil kunci graha.
Masya Allah plis dah, aku uda bolak balik ke Seroja Cempaka Seroja lagi trus akhirnya ke Cempaka lagi sedangkan partner aku yang satunya asik nyantai duduk nunggu aku bolak balik kaya setrikaan. Eeeeh dengan seenaknya aku dimarahin pas apel, dijewer. Ga sakit sih emang, tapi keselnya itu lo setengah mampus. Masa pengorbanan aku bolak balik ga dihargain aaah kesel!!! Partner aku yang nyante gitu ga diapa apain.
Langsung dari depan cempaka aku ke wartel tiba tiba kepikiran rumah aja trus aku telpon mama. Pas mama sama bapak belom tidur, langsung aku ngedumel sama mama, mama sih yaaa ketawa ketawa aja. Pas aku ngomong sama bapak, baru kata pertama, "Kenapa, ndhuk?" dengan suara khas bapak yang kaya ngajak anaknya yang masih balita ngomong, tiba tiba aja
'TES' air mata jatuh tak tertahankan, hahaha jadilah aku menangis semalam!
Pagi ini belom apa apa, abis jagra aku ke ruang pamong disuruh sekom 10 gara gara ga ngumpulin buku apel, yaaa aku sih masih bisa terima emang itu aku yang salah, tetep aja masih kesel sama tu orang.
Di sekolah, ga tau kenapa, aku dilema. I don't really know what happen with me and my classmate. Since he told me that he has crush on a girl, i just felt something fishie. I don't know maybe it's too high self-confidence but HEEEY i try to tell myself that HE'S NOT JUST THAT INTO ME. But still... Moreover about his friends action.
I hate to be in my classroom.
Back to dorm, I finished my history task then in the afternoon I went to RBP for having presentation about Committe of Class. Waiting for so long then Jati decided it was impossible to present it today.
GOSH, bisa bayangin sebete apa aku ???
Sabtu, 25 Juli 2009
What a day! I'm a bit hate myself today, whoaaa I dont know why, everything didnt run as I have planned before. Just not like I was before *about a few days ago, seemed like I could run everything as I've planned! There were so many useful things I had done there were so many lessons I had studied but ... maybe not TODAY!
My mind just fulfilled with the words of 'online'! FACEBOOK! Making a new password, renewing my 'All About Me Questions', renewing LivingSocial, chatting with people *especially 'him' (what a jerk 'him'!)
Moreover the new girlfriend of my ex-boyfriend really pushes on me all the time! Whoaaa I even cant tell you how much I hate her *she is damn B---H! She really took my boyfriend *ex now* by force *lebaay!haha!eh, really it's serious!
Today is Friday, people know it as a short day, dont them?
After prayed at the mosque, I went dorm and took on my new AJUS *name for my new mac ;)* then went to Kenanga, for what?, yaaa nyepot laaaah! Argh damn it made me feeling guilty because I just couldnt stop my activities especially I couldnt stop when I was fullfiling the answer of 'All About Me Question'. I was there from 13.00 til 15.30! Damn, it was too long!
Then in the evening when every people should study, I didnt do it. just watched He's Just Not That into U that brought me so many question and made me realize about the destiny of being a woman or female. I just realized that being a woman or female is not that easy and being in love and deciding to continue our love story isnt that simple as we've seen in the another movies. Haha! It made me scared *a bit!
Ooooh how naughty I was!
Kamis, 18 Juni 2009
lalala
You should tell me whats buggin you
And Imma tell ya bout me
Make a wish and tell me your deepest thoughts
And Imma make it easy
Make a wish tell me whats buggin you
And Imma tell ya bout me
Make a wish and tell me your deepest thoughts
And Imma make it easy
[Verse 1]
Emotions running wild
I could feel it when I'm next to you,
Something's on ya mind
You wanna stay but wont tell me,
its about ya secrecy
So what are you tryna hide?
I know what the look means
You hold my hand so tightly,
Whenever we say goodbye
Standing by the door,
I could tell you can't take no more
Blow your secret open wide
[Chorus]
So maybe if you say it
Tell me what it is you likeeee (likee)
Baby baby dont be shyyy (shyy)
Maybe you can spend the nighttt (nii-iii-iightt)
If you say it
But if you playin (not wit it)
Cuz you know what I wanna hear (hearr)
Say it, that'll make it more clear (clearr)
I need to know how you feel
So baby why wont you (say it), say it (say it)
[Bridge 1]
Wont', won't you tell me
What, what's going on
Why, why you waitin' on it
What you waiting for?
Soon you should tell me or I might be gone
But I'm here for you baby,
You should put me on
[Verse 2]
I won't shoot you down,
Make you feel some kinda way
If you'll be honest with me
Put away your pride,
I can see it in your face
You want me permanently (unh)
Like how i wine when we dancing,
I know how it happened
And I'm right there wit you
But I won't be the first to out myself out there,
The feeling is mutual
But I bet if you
[Chorus]
Say it
Tell me what it is you likeeee (likee)
Baby baby dont be shyyy (shyy)
Maybe you can spend the nighttt (nii-iii-iightt)
If you say it
But if you playin (not wit it)
Cuz you know what i wanna hear (hearr)
Say it, that'll make it more clear (clearr)
I need to know how you feel
so baby why wont you (say it), say it (say it)
[Bridge 2 2x]
Your eyes steady talking
And your tryna fight it
But some things baby are not worth hiding
And we can find heaven,
If we go look together
So won't, won't you tell me,
And get it off your chest
[Chorus]
So maybe if you say it (saa-ayyyy)
Tell me what it is you likeeee (what it is you like) (likee)
Baby baby dont be shyyy (shyy) (oh no no)
Maybe you can spend the nighttt (nii-iii-iightt)
If you say it
But if you playin (not wit it)
Cuz you know what I wanna hear (you know what I wanna hear) (hearr)
Say it, that'll make it more clear (so boy say it loud and clear)
I need to know how you feel
So baby why wont you (say it), say it (say it) (saa-ayyyy ittt)
[Bridge 2 2x]
Your eyes steady talking
And your tryna fight it
But some things baby are not worth hiding
And we can find heaven,
If we go look together
So won't, won't you tell me,
And get it off your chest
[Chorus]
Say it
Tell me what it is you likeeee (likee)
Baby baby dont be shyyy (shyy)
Maybe you can spend the nighttt (nii-iii-iightt)
If you say it
But if you playin (not wit it)
Cuz you know what i wanna hear (hearr)
Say it, that'll make it more clear (clearr)
I need to know how you feel
so baby why wont you (say it), say it (say it)
Lirik lagu Jason Mraz – The Remedy :
Well i saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
‘Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you’ve got the poison I’ve got the remedy
The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won’t worry my life away..
I won’t worry my life away..
Well i heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because if you’ve got the poison,
I’ve got the remedy
The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it’s serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you’re gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won’t worry my life away.
I won’t worry my life away.
Q and A by Awid
>what is your current obsession?
masuk STAN biar ga disuruh masuk akpol sama bapak
>what is your weirdest obsession?
nangkep 2 komplotan maling yang uda masuk rumah aku kemaren nimpuk pake batu gede sama ngulik2 mulutnya biar roti aku dimuntahin lagi! kesel!
>what are you wearing today?
celana basket nomer 11 kaos Australia putih tipis gede gombrong plus kacamata yang dipake kalo mata uda bener2 ga enak
>what’s for dinner today?
tergantung RKB!
>makeup kit you cant live without?
ga pernah make up an!! paling cuma pake sisir doang
>what would you like to learn to do?
change to be a better person who has a GREAT personality like THEY want me to have! Hfff.
>what’s the last thing you bought?
laptop yang abis diambil dari ruang pamong
>what are you listening to right now?
The Remedy
>what is your favorite weather?
musim pancaroba. kalo pengen panas ya bisa dingin ujan ya bisa hehe
>what is your most challenging goal right now?
ketemu temennya Enji ;p
>what do you think about the person who tagged you?
enjelita!! cant live without her! hehe
>if you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?Where?
Yunani kali ya? ato Itali?
>what would you like to have in your hands right now?
permeeeen!
>what would you like to get rid of?
ngecilin paha, betis, pantat
>if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
tanjung! bingung kan di mana?? haha
>which language do you want to learn?
bahasa ...?
JERMAN, JEPANG, PRANCIS, MANDARIN! Biar bisa 5 bahasa hehe
>what do you look for in a friend?
kalo temen semua juga bisa jadi temen. cuma kalo best friend yang penting bisa bikin aku ngomong ato curhat. haha
>who do you want to meet in person?
mama sama bapak , eh adek juga deng! yang uda jadi hero karna uda nemuin maling haha.
>what’s your favorite type of music?
yang enak didenger laah!
>what’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
celana basket nomer 16
>what is your dream job?
ministry of foreign affair yang kabinetnya anak TN semua hehe
>any favorite models?
uda dibilangin ga suka fashion lalalala! kalo gerrard itu fashion model bole juga kali yaa?
>if you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
bikin sesuatu yang berguna buat semua orang apalagi buat mama sama bapak plus travelling ato petualangan bawah laut haha.
ga lupa beli permen bejibuuun. biar bisa bikin ujan permen haha
>favorite designer?
penjahitnya bapak, om roy tapi lambretaaa!
>do you admire anyone’s style
ga laaah! kayanya ga ada yang berani buat ke mall pake celana basket deeeh haha
>describe your personal style?
kaos gombrong gede ga jelas, celana basket, ipod, sama permen di kantong.
>last fashion magazine you read?
uda sebulan yang lalu kayanya! ga suka fashion!
ambil kuis dari fb!
Hair Color: | Black |
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Eye Color: | Brown |
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Height: | 158 cm |
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Profession: | students |
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Relationship Status: | single |
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Religious Views: | Islam |
Favorite Color: | black and white |
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Favorite Car: | jeep |
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Favorite Movie: | Innocent Voice |
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Favorite Hobby: | playing guitar, reading, traveling, diving. |
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Favorite Song/Singer: | The Remedy |
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Favorite Book/Author: | Cornelia Funke, J.K. Rowling |
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Favorite School Subject: | Math, bahasa |
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Favorite Vacation Destination: | rumah! |
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Favorite Food: | es krim, roti bakar, nasi goreng, mi apa aja! |
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Favorite Restaurant: | Mie Solo Nusantara ;) |
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Favorite Animal: | kurakura |
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Favorite Store: | all about cartoon store |
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Favorite Celebrity : | Steven Gerard *masuk seleb juga ga yaaa? yang penting tenar deh! |
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Favorite Childhood Friend: | Prawinda Fitri |
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Favorite Childhood Memory: | ilang di mall Padang umur 2 taun |
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Favorite Baby Name: | Furqan Nur Huda / Aria Langit |
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Favorite Person In Your Life: | bapak |
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Favorite Facebook Application : | living social |
Chocolate or Vanilla: | vanilla |
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Big Mac or Whopper: | whopper |
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Coke or Pepsi : | no for both |
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Beer or Wine: | no for both |
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Coffee or Tea: | both |
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Apple Juice or O.J.: | both |
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Facebook or MySpace: | |
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Summer or Winter: | both |
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Windows or Mac: | both |
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Cats or Dogs: | both |
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Boxers or Briefs: | both |
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Rain or Shine : | both |
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Chips or Popcorn: | no for both |
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Salty or Sweet: | both |
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Plane or Boat: | plane |
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Morning or Night: | both |
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Movie or Play: | both |
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Walk or Drive: | both |
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Money or Love: | both |
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Breakfast or Dinner: | no for both |
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Forgiveness or Revenge: | forgiveness |
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Paint or Wallpaper: | wallpaper |
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House or Apartment: | house |
Have Any Pets: | not at dorm, but yes at home |
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Have Any Children: | havent yet ahaha |
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Smoke: | exactly no |
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Drink: | mineral water ahaha |
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Exercise: | sometimes |
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Spend Your Life On Facebook: | no!! life is not only for doing this. haha |
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Play On A Sports Team: | yes for basketball |
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Belong To Any Organizations: | yes! |
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Love Your Job: | sure, i I dont love this, I wont do it. hehe |
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Like To Cook: | sometimes hehe |
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Play An Instrument: | bass or guitar |
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Sing: | most every day |
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Dance: | yes |
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Speak Multiple Languages: | english and Indonesia |
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Ice Skate: | a bit |
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Swim: | yes |
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Paint: | nonono I hate painting |
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Write: | sometimes |
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Ski: | no |
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Juggle: | no |
Describe Yourself In One Word: | cuek |
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Biggest Fear: | frog and all about amphibies |
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Biggest Mistake: | told something lie to my parents |
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Your Proudest Accomplishment: | bodo amat |
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#1 Priority In Your Life: | parents |
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Dream Job: | ministry of foreign affair |
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Special Talents: | speaking hehe |
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Where Are You Right Now: | dorm |
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Where Would You Rather Be: | home |
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Famous Person You Want To Meet: | cornelia funke |
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Place To Visit Before You Die: | home |
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Song Played At Your Funeral: | the remedy |
Have you laughed until you cried: | kalo ngakak banget iya |
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Have you found out who your true friends were: | yes, now and the previous time |
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Met someone who changed you: | not yet. sapa ya kirakira? |
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Kissed anyone on your friends list: | noooo |
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What were you doing at midnight last night: | maen gitar sampe jam 1 |
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Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: | TOMmy? TOMpson delon? TOMpel?? |
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What are you listening to right now: | The Remedy |
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What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: | being with my family forever |
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Last time you saw your father : | night leaving bareng bapak bulan April |
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Most visited webpage: | facebook hehe |
First surgery : | kutil di kelingking kanan |
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First piercing : | anting umur 2 taun trus buntet lagi |
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First best friend : | prawinda fitri |
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First sport you joined : | basket ball |
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First pet : | cat named Tom |
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First vacation : | dari 2 taun uda jalan2 ke mana2. haha sampe lupa |
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First concert : | ngejam di taman kota |
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First crush : | Ogi Ramadhan Putra |
Your ex and You: | just best friend |
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I am listening to: | The Remedy |
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Maybe I should: | change my attitude |
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I love: | my parents and friends |
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My best friend(s): | Tiko, Winda, Vega, Abud. |
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I don't understand: | why I should live like this |
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The meaning of my display name is: | liat aja di kalender Bali |
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I will always be: | myself and wont change to be another peson! |
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Love seems to: | complicated |
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I never ever want to lose: | my family and friends |
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I get annoyed when: | the time comes haha |
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Do you like parties?: | sometimes |
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Today I: | should pack on my belongings! banyak banget sampe 4 dus! |
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I wish: | I could be myself for now and then |